There’s a well-known story in the Bible about a man who steps out of a boat to walk on water. At first, he is filled with faith and experiences something incredible. But then, he notices the wind and the waves. The moment he takes his eyes off of the source of his faith and trust, he begins to sink. The waves rise around him, he cries out for help.
Navigating life’s storms
Recently, I found myself in a similar place–not literally, of course, but in spirit. I was deeply involved in two major community projects, both happening almost simultaneously. At first, I believed it would all be okay. I was excited to see the outcome for both events. However, as time passed, the pressures mounted, and I felt a little less certain. The waves of demands kept crashing in, and, before long, I felt like I was drowning.
I wish I could say that my story felt as neat as the man in the Bible. The childhood images in my mind depict the man calmly reaching for help, being lifted to safety. My experience felt far less graceful. There was thrashing, struggling to keep my head above water, and probably inadvertent harm to those trying to help me. No matter how hard I tried to fix my eyes on the source of my faith, the chaos made it difficult–like water splashing in my face.
You’re not alone
And yet, despite my flailing, help arrived. Co-workers, committee members, friends, and loved ones showed up for me in huge ways. In their own way, each one extended a hand, helping me back into the boat. Little reminders of love and encouragement made all the difference. Even a day with my grandson seemed unusually filled with “Good job, Gigi.” And, I talked to God–a lot. Looking back, It’s almost mystifying. Just when I thought I couldn’t make it any longer, I was gently pulled back to safety, and the waters calmed.
So, here’s what I’ve learned. Take the step of faith. Do the thing that feels impossibly hard because you might just find yourself walking on water. Be gentle with yourself when the waves crash in. It can be hard and scary, but don’t forget to ask for help. You are surrounded by people who love and support you. Even when you don’t show up perfectly or unintentionally lash out, you are still worthy of the help they offer. And when the storm passes, remember the One who was with you through it all–steadying, holding, and never letting go.